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2 Youngsters I can't control.

3 yr old SS crying all the time!

A bio-mom worried about new stepmom in her daughter's life- can we help?

About ready to throw in the towel!

About to become a step parent and am terrified!

Bio mom badmouthing me to my stepson & he repeats to me & my kids.

Bio-mom back & I'm hurt by her impact-what can I do?

Bio-mom doesn't want me present at any of my skids school events.

Bio-mom is online stalking & has issues w/ pictures of skids.

Bio-mom physically assaulted me & telling skids it was the other way around?

Bio-mom used me, I drew a line, she’s angry--now what?

BM doesn't want her kids, then does-what's going on?

Clarifying Mission Statement for SMOMS-revised

Dealing w/ bio-mom who doesn't want to get along with me?

Dealing w/ Deceased Bio Mom's Extended Family

Dealing with SD at my young age

DH finds out he has a daughter-I feel terrible

DH sets no Boundaries for SD20-what to do?

DH w/3 bio-kids not trying to bond w/ my 2 bio kids.

Do I love my ss? I don't know.

Does the BB help or hurt with issues?

Don't know where I went wrong

Ever Feel Like Leaving?

FDH feels guilty about leaving BM & allows her to excessively call/text/email him.

Feeling like invisible parent to stepson- help!

Feeling like the enemy in my own house: Teen SD

Feeling resentment towards my SS & can't connect

From BB- A Ritual for you & your beloved

From BB: Self-awareness can hurt...why is that?

Help w/situation that dad, biomom & skid all agree on but I don’t feel is best

Holiday traditions? Some ideas from sister SMOMS

How can I find the right balance & Boundaries?

How can I handle my SD8 who loves negative attention?

How do I cope w/DH's need for perfect family when I'm more realistic about it?

How do I deal with a lying SD, her bio-mom & the ex-step mom?

How do I deal with all the hurt and anger?

How do I help her understand that chores and rules don't mean that I don’t love her?

How do I stop SD from lying to me, DH, BM, and BM's boyfriend?

How to accept bio-mom's "bad" choices?

How to deal w/ unkind skids, ex-wife, MIL costing me my relationship?

how to deal w/SD choosing bio-mom for school play?

How to handle bio-mom who keeps asking for more $$$?

How to handle it when skids away Christmas Day?

How to help ss, when BM encourages him to lie?

How to help when bio-mom returns

How to let go of the single life I thought I saw going to live versus being SMOM?

How to make transition easier for skids?

how to step back in after stepping out?

Husband still feels guilty, his kids in their 30’s

I am frustrated with my skids 99% of the time...help!

I feel jealous of DH's ex & unheard by DH-Help!

I feel left out & sort of invisible w/ grown SD’s

I really love my FDH, but really wish his daughter didn't exist?

I want a better relationship w/ teen stepson

I want a Closer relationship w/ stepdaughter

I want my bed back

I would like to know how to change my attitude towards my new inherited family

I'm at the end of my tether... Stepchildren don't seem to like me.

If you're in the mood for SMOMS Pep Talk-read this!

Invested so much love, time, energy & $$...seems it's never enough

It's too much work- I need help from DH & Family!

Jealous of sister-in-law & Skids-what can I do?

Just jealous or maybe time to leave?

Local support stepmom groups???

My DH doesn't understand why my feelings are hurt

My husband stays at his mothers when he has his daughter for the night.

Need better coping skills but..how to do so…

No matter what I do, bio-mom still hostile. I feel hopeless & scared

Not a step mom yet but need some guidance

Open for your Questions in March 2015

Right now, I HATE being a Stepmom!!!

Self-Pity-it's an emotional numbing,energy draining tactic

Someone to talk to when things come up or whenever?

SS5 keeps throwing his BM in my face! Help!

Struggling w/ a jealous stepdaughter

Stubborn DH and sexually active teenage SS

teenage step daughter & car...Ugh!

the problem is my partner...why is he fighting my efforts?

Transitions and Coparenting Struggles

Trouble coping w/BF's newborn & ex.

Venting Guidelines- A Requested approach

What are reasonable expectations?

What are these letters?

What boundaries do I need to set with husband and sd?

What can we do about the rage! I "Lost it" last night. Help!

What to do about disrespectful 20 yr/old SS

What to do when Bio mom starts turning step daughter against me?

what to do when step child stops saying I love you?

When bio-mom sends stuff from life w/your DH?

When BM causes drama, how to prevent that impacting my relationship w/ the skids?

When to call it quits? What to do?

When winning more important to bio-mom than getting along

Why do things Skid's say bother me so & what to do?-Updated!

Why does it bother me that my skids don't recognize how much their father does for th

Why does my ss's rudeness bother me so?

Why does my stepson Idolize his bio-mom????

Why don't I matter in the family?

Why so jealous? What about irrational fears?

How do I cope w/DH's need for perfect family when I'm more realistic about it?
Hi Cathryn,

I've only been married for 7 months to my amazing husband. He has the biggest, kindest heart I know. However, with that big heart also comes some naivete about how marriage "should be" and how our life "should be" with his children. He was never married to the skids bio-mom (thank God) but has two children with her. She is a very emotionally damaged woman and the children suffer greatly. My husband and this woman have been involved in this custody battle since before we got married and sometimes I wish we had waited to get married until this was all over. It consumes a lot of our life and our finances which is difficult for a young couple just starting out. I love the children dearly but I refuse to let their bio-mom run my life. Even though there is an existing court agreement, basically the bio-mom makes up her own rules and nine times out of ten my husband just goes along with it which is fine really.

The issues arises on the holidays usually or some weekends when he has his children. His children live about an hour and a half away and he has them every other weekend. I see the children, as does he, twice a month. The holidays are supposed to be "split" meaning the kids spend half the day on Easter with us and the other half with their mother. That arrangement is annoying to me because it's' impractical. It's a lot of travel to spend four hours with the girls. Sometimes I don't want to do it because I miss out on spending time with other members of our family. If I say that I won't be seeing the girls on Easter because there it too much going on, he gets upset and starts with the guilt.

Truthfully, I love the girls but they're not mine! I do EVERYTHING I can but sometimes I just get burned out and really don't feel like dealing. The girls are very troubled because of their mother and I try not to take out my frustrations about bio-mom on them, but sometimes it's just so hard! I never bad mouth their mother or say anything negative but sometimes I feel like the girls should know that they don't get to spend that much time with us because of their mother!

My husband wants to shield and protect them from everything naturally but it gets so exhausting and I feel like there is a lot of pressure on me! He is my husband and I love him and I'm doing the best I can to support this lifestyle but sometimes I wish he could just understand the position I'm in and respect that at this point in time, I may need some space from all of this once in a while. HELP!

CATHRYN’S REPLY:

Hi there, I’d like to start out by applauding your tremendous boundaries with bio-mom and for supporting your husband even when he makes decisions that aren’t exactly what you’d do. Your willingness to do that is such a gift to him!!! I also understand why you would have moments (and feelings) about having your life be all about his girls at times when YOU want to feel what you want it Priority 1.

I’m wondering, in the case of the holiday driving, can you have him do it alone with them, so you can stay at home for the day and enjoy your family? Can you stretch out your gracious giving to your husband and give him this gift in a way that let’s him make that choice while you stay home and have some fun?

If you are already doing this, here’s another question, What could he do for you during those times when you do NOT have the girls? What could he give or do for you that would fill you up with so much love, that you could feel truly OK about him insisting on the 50%-50% with his girls? Think about this seriously.

Can you come up with a list of 5-7 things, and write them down so he could pick from the list each time this “annoying” reality reared up? How does this possibility feel to you? Does anything come to mind that would at least make you look forward to some extra special loving attention from your beloved to balance out the annoying reality?

If not, with all of the issues his girls have, is what he’s doing for them bumping up against some feelings about something that was NOT done for you as a child? Does it bring up any fatherhood issues for the little girl YOU used to be? Did your dad make you as much of a priority as your hubby is making for his girls? Whenever there are “hot” feelings about something that happens, it’s always good to check out any unhealed or repressed feelings from the past. They’re not likely to show themselves with bio-kids because of all the other chemistry of motherhood. But when we rear children that are not our own, the stresses and unhealed wounds have no counterbalance so they show themselves. The good news? You can give them your attention now, as a grown up when you have the skills, emotional intelligence and resources to help yourself BEFORE you have children of your own. If you can take advantage of this interim learning and healing time it will make you feel so much better.

With all that you are doing for them, is it time to do less? Have you read my post about Resentment? Could you be a bit burned out trying so hard to make up for what their mother is doing to them? Could you be experiencing a bit of “I’ve been through so much and I’ve reached my generosity of spirit limit right now”?

Could this be a good time to model self-care while the girls are with you so they begin to see more examples of healthy self-respecting choices? Would your Hubby support this? It sounds like you’re doing so many things so right and in such a healthy way (just want to say that again) that if you put your attention on these questions, I bet you’ll feel some niggle or two that will give you a clue about what YOU need.

Great Work.
I sure hope something “Clicks” for you in this reply.
My Best Wishes, Cathryn
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